| Location | Newcastle (lemington) |
| Age | 16 years |
| Cause of Death | Meningitis |
| Date of Birth | 17/01/1990 |
| Date of Death | 26/11/2006 |
| Visitors | 51,350 since 05/12/2006 |
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*☆*☆*☆*☆*☆*☆PLEASE READ.24TH NOV..PLEASE READ*☆*☆*☆*☆*☆*☆
I would like to say a big thankyou to everyone who has took the time to light candles,leaves pics
and tributes on my Precious Angel Charmaines site,I appreciate them all so much.
It is Charmaines 3rd Angel Day on Thursday,as my friends know I havent been coping well the last few
weeks,and coming on here is upsetting me so much,so I have decided after today I will not be back
till Monday hopefully.
I couldnt come on here for the first year after Charmaines passing,as it was too much for me,and I
couldnt use a pc,but i learnt eventually so I could come on when the time was right for me.I have
made lots of lovely friends over the last 2 yrs since I came on here,and I would like to say
Thankyou from the bottom of my Heart to all who have giving me and Charmaine
so much loving unconditional support.
Beautiful pics,candles,tributes,friends have left for us,and beautiful videos which my friend
Bernard Curran made for me.You have all really helped me so much with my heartache and sadness,I
truly appreciate each and every one of you,and all you have done for us.
A big thankyou to friends who have helped me so much,with their love and care,they helped me to
believe Charmaine is always with us,and I truly believe that now.
*☆*☆*☆ PLEASE NOTE *☆*☆*☆
As I will not be on to light candles etc after today,if anyone wants to remove Charmaine from their
garden,please feel free to do so,no hard feelings.
Thankyou for taking the time to read this,Godbless you and your Angels always.Love always Lynn &
Charmaine.xxx
Charmaines memorial was created by one of her best friends,Zoe Curran,who kindly let
me(Lynn.Charmaines Mam) take over the site as Zoe is working and doesent get much time to come
on here so we thought it best I took over as creator.
A big thankyou to Zoe for creating this site in memory of our Beautiful Daughter Charmaine for
family and friends to pay their respects.
Charmaine Alexandria Sylvia Duxfield died 26th of November 2006 she was just 16 years old. Charmaine
studied at Newcastle college and lived at lemington with her mam (Lyn), dad (Alex), Sister (Leanne)
nd brother (Alex) she also had 3 older sisters (Julie,Kerry and lisa, neices, nephews and brother in
laws. She was a very caring young lady who gave out lots of love and recieved it as she was loved by
everyone that knew her. Charmaine died of meningitis which she didnt know she had. She loved life
and would of been so proud of everyone for what they have did for her. She loved life and didnt
deserve what happened but god needed a precious beautiful angel with him so that is why she was
took. Charmaine was a really close friend we talked nearly every day. I went to school with her and
got most of my lessons with her and then when we left we still texted each other or rang each other
mostly every day. I loved being around her as did everyone she was great fun and knew had to live
life. She was late for every lesson but didnt say anything when she eventually turned up lol she
didnt care i just used 2 sit and laugh at her she was great and i will still have my laughs with her
in my own way and even more when we are together again. As she would say 'soey your mad you' or
'look at him isn't he lush' lol i have still got her voice in my head and will never forget all the
memories we had. Well Charz you know what i am like for not shutting up even tho you were the one to
blame for me keep getting wrong in english and katie both making me laugh or talk lol. Well you will
always be in my heart every second of every day. I will miss you forever, and never forget you
because you were a belta lass and i will love you forever babe i cant stop thinking about you
charmaine it shouldnt have happened to you or anyone but like i said before god needed a angel he
only takes the best and he did choose the best, specialist and most beautifulist angel ever. it
still has not sunk in. I keep thinkin i will see you on the number 1 bus going to college or in the
town with your leanne or somewhere because you were always out having fun and i hope you have fun in
heaven with the other angels and keep the partying going up there with some drink for is. Love you
darling xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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sign her page on my website aswel plz thnx evry1 xxxxxxxxxxxx
I lost my love in a melody
To the sound of a hurting call
The Dear Lord looked for angels
He chose you from them all
Oh hear me cry now my sweet lord
And set this hurting free
Put back in my heart what i do miss
And give my Loved One back to me
Songs on this website are
Stevie wonder - Isn't she lovely (this was one of the songs played at Charmaine's funeral)
Mariah Carey - Hero (which was also played at her funeral)
Tina Turner - Simply the best
Puff daddy & Faith evans - I'll be missing you.
Xfactor finalists-Hero
Gareth Gates-Unchained Melody
The Bachelores-My Charmaine
I Just Want To Thank Each And Every One Of You Who light candles,leave tributes and pics,They are
very much appreciated and mean alot to me and my family.Love and thanks to all.God Bless.xxx
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---♥♥---♥♥-- --You Love
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WATCHING THE STARS EACH NIGHT.......
FOR EVERY ANGEL THAT LIGHTS THE SKY EACH NIGHT
I THANK YOU ALL FOR YOU BEAUTIFUL HALO OF LIGHT
THE GOLDEN GLOW THAT SHINES FROM HIGH ABOVE
FILLS THE EARTH WITH SO MUCH PURITY AND LOVE
EVERY NIGHT I GAZE AT EACH STAR I FIND AMAZING TO SEE
JUST HOW BEAUTIFUL EACH AND EVERY STAR CAN BE
EACH ONE OF THEM IS OUR ANGELS WITH THIER TWINKLING LIGHT
ALL JOINED TOGETHER SO WE CAN SEE THEM SHINING SO BRIGHT
I JUST WANT TO REACH OUT AND TOUCH YOU BUT YOU ARE SO FAR AWAY
I LOOK TOWARDS THE DARK SKIES UNTIL IT IS ANOTHER NEW DAY
WITH AWE AND WONDER I KNOW JUST HOW PERFECT YOU ARE
EACH ONE OF OUR ANGELS IS NOW AN AMAZING SHINING STAR..........
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sweet dreams princess xxxxxx
My broken heart..
Will never mend
So lots of kisses..
I shall send
We think of you..
In a better place
With beautiful wings..
And a smile on your face
Every day is a struggle you see
Trying to cope..
So please help me
How do I cope?
I do not know
My heart is broken..
So that goes to show
I can't except you are gone
I need you here..
Please keep me strong
Stay by my side..
Show me the way
Help me to cope every day
I love and miss you so much..
And I always will
Since you have been gone..
Time has stood still
I think of you in heaven..
With Gods Angels up above
Please my precious Angel..
Watch over me with love
copyright� Jackie Thomas 01/08/09
love aunty halina xxxxxx
love and hugs xxxxxxxx
When days seem to get you down,
and tears you cannot hide.
Just reach out to Jesus...
Solace, He will provide.
When frowns are outnumbered,
by smiles you'd rather see.
Reach out to Jesus...
for He, will bring you glee.
You feel you have hit bottom;
No answers come your way.
Reach out to Jesus...
He'll hear you as you pray.
When you're sad and feel forlorn,
and no one is by your side.
Reach out to Jesus...
With Him, you can confide.
Rest assured that He would be,
the answer you’ve been seeking.
Just reach out to Jesus...
and listen as He is speaking.
~Author~
Ruth Ann Mahaffey
�copyright 2004
love halina xxxxxxxxxx
LOVE AND MISS YOU MILLIONS CHARMAINE.XXXXX
Hello Charmaine Darling.Hope your doing ok up there,having a great time with all your friends you have,if you have as many as what you did down here,well i guess your having a brill time.Just wish we could turn the clock back Charmaine,then id be 1 very happy Mother.Dont want to upset you so i try not to get upset Darling.I got a mes off Michelle Gardner the other day,been meaning to tell you,but couldnt face writing you a mes,for the obvious reasons,Michelle is a qualified nursery nurse now,and works in a private nursery,shes a key worker so has her own group of the same children every day.Shes done very well.She wanted our postcode as she wants to send something for your Memory next week,I told her she didnt need to but she insisted she wanted to,which is very nice of her,bless her.You and Michelle were great friends Charmaine.I rememver when she used to come and stay weekends at ours.Remember that day when I stood on your head cos i couldnt see in the dark,and yous were on the floor,Michelle was laughing her head off,lol.The time Michelle went to the fishy at our Julies,didnt know her way basck and got lost,lol.you couldnt tell me for laughing your head off,lol.What i would give to have all that back Charmaine,anything,id give my life to have you back babe,you didnt deserve to go so young,had your full life ahead of you.You could have been doing the same as Michelle today,as you both done childcare at college.They say he only takes the best,by God he did take the best,the day he took you Charmaine.Its ok im gona stop going on just upsetting myself,sorry babe.Well I had my tests at the hosp yesterday,and i have to have my op by Dec 30th,thats my deadline,so hopefully be sorted soon.The nurse said id only be in a couple of days,well i could do with the rest,lol,still running round after everyone like they were babies,whats new eh Charmaine.I can imagine what your saying,lol.your too soft,but thats me Charmaine as you know,suppose its kept me on the go.The Nurse was asking how old my kids are,when I told her i had to have Vaccum Suction when i had my first Baby,Lisa,she said,"did you not have an epidural"I said 36 years ago they didnt have anything,it was hard labour then,lol.She said im forgetting you have a child that age,you dont look old enough,lol.yep my head swelled,especially when i told your Dad,lol.I said dont say that in front of my hubby,he will have a heart attack,he says people just say it to make me feel better,lol,Looks is only skin deep,its inside what counts,and you were Beautiful inside and out,and it makes me so mad what a beautiful caring loving girl you were,and look what happened to you,why does he take the good and leave all the scum behind,murderers,etc,cant understand it sweetheart.Well im gona let you go before i upset you.Never forget I love you with all my Heart and Soul Darling,and we will be together 1 day Darling,soon I hope.Cant wait to be with you again.We all miss you so much Charmaine,you left a big void in our lives Darling,that will never be filled.Well im going now,come and see you tomoro Babe.Love & miss you with every beat of my Heart.All my Love Forever and always Charmaine,your heartbroken Mam.Try and meet me in my dreams babe,let me know you are ok,Love you. millions,miss you loads.8.3.1Your everloving Mam..xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Sending all these kisses up to you Princess,and all my Eternal Love.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ PRECIOUS CHILD ♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥
A child is such a precious gift
To love to hold to treasure
A very special miracle
Who gives so much pleasure
But when that gift is taken back
And our Hearts are cold and torn
Amid this grief and sorrow
We are so glad that they were born
For they have a precious legacy
Even though we are far apart
The love they left behind them
Will stay forever in our Hearts
Author Unknown
NEVER EVER GET OVER LOSING YOU CHARMAINE.XXXXX
They Think I'm Fine And Over It
Accepted That You Died
But I Live Life With All This Pain
And Countless Tears I've Cried
I Am Forced To Live With This Endless Pain
That Others Can't Accept
They Think I'm Fine And Over It
Or That I'll Soon Forget
I Want To Scream From Rooftops
Or Just Silently Sit And Cry
I Never Will Be Over It
My God My Child Died!
It Makes No Sense To Argue
My Energy Is Low
So When They Think I'm Over It
I Simply Tell Them NO
I've Become What They Have Wanted
A Turtle In It's Shell
Just Keep My Thoughts Within Myself
And Never Ever Tell
I Mask My Life To Others
To Myself As well
For Living Every Day On Earth
Is Surely More Like Hell
Simply Put I Won't Get Over It
Not Better ... Stronger .... Fine
It Is Only That I've Got No Choice....
To Live This Life of Mine.
Author:Unknown
ALWAYS IN MY HEART CHARMAINE.XXXX
If I Had One Last Day
If I had one last day
To tell you what's inside
I'd tell you that I'm sorry
For all the times I've lied
I'd tell you that I need you
To hold my hand today
I'd tell you that I love you
I'd ask you, please, to stay
You'd look at me and smile
The way you always would
And say "I'd love to stay,
If only I really could"
Then you'd laugh the way you did
Whenever I was blue
You'd wipe my tears and whisper softly,
"Don't cry, I love you too"
If I had one last day
I'd love you from the start
I'd stop hiding how I feel
I'd say what's in my Heart
If I had one last day,
I'd say my last good-bye
And that even though you are far away,
In my Heart, you'll never die.
Love always,Mam.xxx
Charmaine
I wrote your name in the sky,
But the wind blew it away
I wrote your name in the sand,
But the waves washed it away
So l wrote your name in my heart
and forever it will stay
Love Linda xxx
NEVER EVER FORGET YOU DARLING.XXX
♥ You Will Never Be Forgotten ♥
♥I’ll always see your face
The corner of your smile
And all the little things that no one will ever know
Like it was yesterday, won’t ever fade away
Goodbye is just a word that I will never say
You will never be forgotten
A million days could pass us by
But what is time but just a dream
Oh I still feel you here with me
You’re more than a memory
Oh you will never be forgotten
I can‘t hold your hand
Or look into your eyes
And when I talk to you
It just echoes in my mind
But If Hearts are made of dust
And if we fell from the stars
I look up tonight and know just where you are
You will never be forgotten
A million days could pass us by
But what is time but just a dream
Oh I still feel you here with me
You’re more than a memory
Oh you will never be forgotten
And the world just keeps on going
It has no way of knowing
That you’re gone
You will never be forgotten
A million days could pass us by
But what is time but just a dream
Oh I still feel you here with me
You’re more than a memory
Oh you will never be forgotten.
Author unknown.
Loved Always,and Forever Babe.xxx
Princess Charmaine XxX
So Very Far Away
You're so very far away
And I need you
Every Day...
Even though we're far apart...
I'll keep your memory
in my heart...
I work and work
in every way...
filling the void in every day
Fleeting thoughts of You
Make me wonder
"What to Do"
The thoughts of you, make me smile...
And help me go
the extra mile...
I have a choice to stick or go
And yet in my heart
I already know...
I'll sit and wait and hope and pray...
And never give up
on that day...
When "You and I" will be together...
Every Day
and Forever......... XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
All my love always auntie April, sleep tight sweetheart XxXx
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