Charmaine Alexandria Sylvia Duxfield

1990 - 2006
LocationNewcastle (lemington)
Age16 years
Cause of DeathMeningitis
Date of Birth17/01/1990
Date of Death26/11/2006
Visitors51,350 since 05/12/2006
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*☆*☆*☆*☆*☆*☆PLEASE READ.24TH NOV..PLEASE READ*☆*☆*☆*☆*☆*☆

I would like to say a big thankyou to everyone who has took the time to light candles,leaves pics
and tributes on my Precious Angel Charmaines site,I appreciate them all so much.
It is Charmaines 3rd Angel Day on Thursday,as my friends know I havent been coping well the last few
weeks,and coming on here is upsetting me so much,so I have decided after today I will not be back
till Monday hopefully.
I couldnt come on here for the first year after Charmaines passing,as it was too much for me,and I
couldnt use a pc,but i learnt eventually so I could come on when the time was right for me.I have
made lots of lovely friends over the last 2 yrs since I came on here,and I would like to say
Thankyou from the bottom of my Heart to all who have giving me and Charmaine
so much loving unconditional support.
Beautiful pics,candles,tributes,friends have left for us,and beautiful videos which my friend
Bernard Curran made for me.You have all really helped me so much with my heartache and sadness,I
truly appreciate each and every one of you,and all you have done for us.
A big thankyou to friends who have helped me so much,with their love and care,they helped me to
believe Charmaine is always with us,and I truly believe that now.
*☆*☆*☆ PLEASE NOTE *☆*☆*☆
As I will not be on to light candles etc after today,if anyone wants to remove Charmaine from their
garden,please feel free to do so,no hard feelings.

Thankyou for taking the time to read this,Godbless you and your Angels always.Love always Lynn &
Charmaine.xxx


Charmaines memorial was created by one of her best friends,Zoe Curran,who kindly let
me(Lynn.Charmaines Mam) take over the site as Zoe is working and doesent get much time to come
on here so we thought it best I took over as creator.
A big thankyou to Zoe for creating this site in memory of our Beautiful Daughter Charmaine for
family and friends to pay their respects.

Charmaine Alexandria Sylvia Duxfield died 26th of November 2006 she was just 16 years old. Charmaine
studied at Newcastle college and lived at lemington with her mam (Lyn), dad (Alex), Sister (Leanne)
nd brother (Alex) she also had 3 older sisters (Julie,Kerry and lisa, neices, nephews and brother in
laws. She was a very caring young lady who gave out lots of love and recieved it as she was loved by
everyone that knew her. Charmaine died of meningitis which she didnt know she had. She loved life
and would of been so proud of everyone for what they have did for her. She loved life and didnt
deserve what happened but god needed a precious beautiful angel with him so that is why she was
took. Charmaine was a really close friend we talked nearly every day. I went to school with her and
got most of my lessons with her and then when we left we still texted each other or rang each other
mostly every day. I loved being around her as did everyone she was great fun and knew had to live
life. She was late for every lesson but didnt say anything when she eventually turned up lol she
didnt care i just used 2 sit and laugh at her she was great and i will still have my laughs with her
in my own way and even more when we are together again. As she would say 'soey your mad you' or
'look at him isn't he lush' lol i have still got her voice in my head and will never forget all the
memories we had. Well Charz you know what i am like for not shutting up even tho you were the one to
blame for me keep getting wrong in english and katie both making me laugh or talk lol. Well you will
always be in my heart every second of every day. I will miss you forever, and never forget you
because you were a belta lass and i will love you forever babe i cant stop thinking about you
charmaine it shouldnt have happened to you or anyone but like i said before god needed a angel he
only takes the best and he did choose the best, specialist and most beautifulist angel ever. it
still has not sunk in. I keep thinkin i will see you on the number 1 bus going to college or in the
town with your leanne or somewhere because you were always out having fun and i hope you have fun in
heaven with the other angels and keep the partying going up there with some drink for is. Love you
darling xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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sign her page on my website aswel plz thnx evry1 xxxxxxxxxxxx

I lost my love in a melody
To the sound of a hurting call
The Dear Lord looked for angels
He chose you from them all

Oh hear me cry now my sweet lord
And set this hurting free
Put back in my heart what i do miss
And give my Loved One back to me
Songs on this website are


Stevie wonder - Isn't she lovely (this was one of the songs played at Charmaine's funeral)
Mariah Carey - Hero (which was also played at her funeral)
Tina Turner - Simply the best
Puff daddy & Faith evans - I'll be missing you.
Xfactor finalists-Hero
Gareth Gates-Unchained Melody
The Bachelores-My Charmaine



I Just Want To Thank Each And Every One Of You Who light candles,leave tributes and pics,They are
very much appreciated and mean alot to me and my family.Love and thanks to all.God Bless.xxx




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♥ Love ♥ Always ♥ Mary xxx ♥

Mary Thong-Garner (GTS Friend) Yesterday morning

I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE THAT HAS LITE CANDLES AND LEFT TRIBUTES AND GIFTS FOR LOUISES BIRTHDAY THANKYOU ALL SO MUCH.
YOU ARE REAL FRIENDS MY LOVE IS SENT TO EVERYONE ONE OF YOU
LOUISE WOULD BE VERY HAPPY THAT EVERYONE AS THOUGHT OF HER ON HER BIRTHDAY MY LOVE GOES OUT TO EVERYONE OF YOU AND YOUR ANGELS ONCE AGAIN THANKYOU ALL SO MUCH LOVE VAL AND MY ANGEL LOUISE XXXXXXX,

Valerie Allen (GTS Friend) Sunday morning

YOU BELONG WITH ME.....

EVERY DAY GETS EVEN HARDER TO BARE
WHEN I LOOK AROUND AND YOU ARE NOT THERE
WHO SAID THAT IN TIME IT GETS EASY IT IS SUCH A LIE
THEY COULD NOT HAVE KNOWN WHAT IT WAS LIKE TO HAVE A CHILD DIE

I TRY TO LIVE ON THE MEMORIES THAT YOU LEFT BEHIND
FOR ME TO KEEP
SOME NIGHTS IT IS LIKE I AM GOING OUT OF MY MIND I CANNOT SLEEP
I AM SO TIRED OF HAVING TO PRETEND THAT ALL IS WELL
WHEN I AM STILL LIVING THIS NIGHMARE IT A LIVING HELL

JUST WHEN I THINK THAT NOTHING CAN HURT ME AGAIN
I REMEMBER JUST WHAT IT IS LIKE LIVING WITH THE PAIN
NEVER FOR A MOMENT WOULD I HAVE THOUGHT LIFE COULD GET SO BAD
I CANNOT GO ON EXPLAINING TO OTHERS WHY I FEEL SO SAD

IT IS SOME THING THAT HURTS SO DEEP INSIDE MY BROKEN HEART
NEVER REALLY UNDERSTANDING WHY WE HAVE TO BE APART
THE TEARS ARE ENDLESS THOSE I CANNOT SOME DAYS IT IS SO BAD I CANNOT SEE
I JUST WISH SO MUCH THAT YOU WERE STILL HERE BECAUSE YOU BELONG WITH ME......
copyright© Rosalind Roberts 21/11/09

Broken Hearted Mum (Close Friend) Saturday evening

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Our Reunion in Heaven Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ



We weren't prepared that day,
When God called you away.
So many tears we cried,
Longing to keep you at our side.

How we loved and missed you so,
And weren't ready to let you go,
But it gives us comfort to know,
Within the twinkling of our eyes,
You entered into paradise.

A place with beauty beyond measure,
Eternal happiness and treasure,
Where you have no more pain or tears,
Nor sorrow, worries, and fears.

Although, for now, we are apart,
Your precious memories live in our heart,
Until God calls us each to heaven's door,
Where we'll be reunited, forever more
Author Unknown

SENT WITH
LOVE x x x

Mummy Of Baby Angel X Fiancee Of Ian Hackett (GTS Friend) Saturday evening

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I would like to thank everyone for all the candles, tributes & pictures that are left on Christopher's website they are all very much appreciated.


Tributes For Week Starting 23rd November



FOR MONDAY



The best and most beautiful
Things in the world cannot
Be seen or even touched.
They must be felt with the heart.


FOR TUESDAY


Gone yet not forgotten,
Although we are apart,
Your spirit lives within me,
Forever in my heart.


FOR WEDNESDAY


A gift for such a little while,
Your loss just seems so wrong,
You should not have left before us,
It’s with loved ones you belong.


FOR THURSDAY


Perhaps they are not
Stars in the sky,
But rather openings
Where our loved ones shine down
To let us know they are happy.



FOR FRIDAY


The Watcher

They always leaned to watch for us
Anxious if we were late,
In winter by the window,
In summer by the gate.

And though we mocked them tenderly
Who had such foolish care,
The long way home would seem more safe,
Because they waited there.

Their thoughts were all so full of us,
They never could forget,
And so I think that where they are
They must be watching yet.

Waiting ‘til we come home to them
Anxious if we are late
Watching from Heaven’s window
Leaning from Heaven’s gate.



FOR SATURDAY


As We Look Back


As we look back over time
We find ourselves wondering .....
Did we remember to thank you enough
For all you have done for us?

For all the times you were by our sides
To help and support us .....
To celebrate our successes
To understand our problems

And accept our defeats?
Or for teaching us by your example,
The value of hard work, good judgement,
Courage and integrity?

We wonder if we ever thanked you
For the sacrifices you made.
To let us have the very best?
And for the simple things

Like laughter, smiles and times we shared?
If we have forgotten to show our
Gratitude enough for all the things you did,
We're thanking you now.
And we are hoping you knew all along,
How much you meant to us.



FOR SUNDAY


To Those Whom I Love and Those Who Love Me


When I am gone, release me, let me go
I have so many things to see and do
You must not tie yourself to me with tears
Be happy that I have had so many years

I gave you my love, you can only guess
How much you gave me in happiness
I think you for the love each have shown
But now it is time I traveled on alone

So grieve a while for me, if grieve you must
Then let your grief be comforted by trust
It is only for a while that we must part
So bless the memoriss in your heart

I will not be far away, for life goes on
So if you need me, call and I will come
Though you can not see or touch me, I will be near
And if you listen with your heart, you will hear
All of my love around you soft and clear

Then, when you must come this way alone
I will greet you with a smile and a
"Welcome Home"


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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum

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Marie-Angela Rowe (Friend) Saturday evening

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Our Reunion in Heaven Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ



We weren't prepared that day,
When God called you away.
So many tears we cried,
Longing to keep you at our side.

How we loved and missed you so,
And weren't ready to let you go,
But it gives us comfort to know,
Within the twinkling of our eyes,
You entered into paradise.

A place with beauty beyond measure,
Eternal happiness and treasure,
Where you have no more pain or tears,
Nor sorrow, worries, and fears.

Although, for now, we are apart,
Your precious memories live in our heart,
Until God calls us each to heaven's door,
Where we'll be reunited, forever more

Author Unknown

Love Always Brenda xxxxx

Brenda Derrick Leannes Mum Saturday afternoon

** Tranquil Thoughts **

Through the gentle breeze and the stormy seas
Your love comes flooding through
A sense of your surroundings
Letting us know that it is you
A heavenly sky with sparkling flames
Becomes visible in the skies
Appearing is your shadows
As you turned to wave goodbye
A mellow whisper in my ear
Thanking all for whats been done
And letting us know that youre ok
As you glide towards the sun
No matter what the outcome
No matter how much we cried
You're letting us know that your still here
It was only the body that died
For your memory holds no boundaries
Everyday it is kept alive
Its gives us warmth and energy
That encourages our days to thrive
Just keep on remembering me
In your shadows I'll walk with you
And guide you through your darkest hours
In everything you say or do
For absence cannot be changed for us
We accept what had to be done
We cannot change the wishes of God
If he wants you to be the one
When you reach the golden promised land
And the gates are open wide
It will be there you'll find great comfort
And your tears you'll try to hide
As you settle in your new found world
You'll send us a glittering prize
It will brighten up the darkest day
And bring a tear to our eyes
Thank you for your presence
And for all the memories too
You left this world something beautiful
It was the fact that we had you.


I would just like to say Thank you for all your candles, tributes & pics you leave for my Angel Doris, All your support is truly appreciated x x x

Joyce Tidy (GTS Friend) Saturday morning

Leza Angel Carolines Mum 4 hours ago
..Together Again
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Please stop those tears from falling
I need you to be strong
Only when the time is right
Our love will carry on

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I dont want to see you frowning
I want to see you smile
This wont last forever
Its only for a while

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So please try to be happy
And one day you will see
ill meet you at the Golden Gates
Again we'll be family

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LOVE ALWAYS THERESA XXXXXXXXXXXXX
copyright© Vicky Deaville 20/11/09

Theresa M Friday night

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When you feel you miss me most,
As time goes drifting by,
Each memory will prove to you,
That love can never die,
That while I left you far too soon,
I did not go alone,
For the Father sent his Angels,
To gently guide me home,
Take comfort when you think of me,
Keep my love deep within your Heart,
And with the warmth of each memory,
We will never be apart.
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love cathy xx

Cathy Kerr Mum Of Graham (Close Friend) Friday evening

♥ `*• SWEET DREAMS PRINCESS.XXX ♥ `*•

I lit a candle tonight, in honor of you
Remembering your life, and all the times we'd been through.
Such a small little light the candle made
Until I realized how much in darkness it lit the way.
All the tears I've cried in all my grief and pain
What a garden they grew, watered with human rain.
I sometimes can't see beyond the moment, in hopeless despair.
But then your memory sustains me, in heartaches repair.
I can wait for the tomorrow, when my sorrows ease
Until then I'll light this candle, and let my memories run free.
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Goodnight,Godbless Darling,
All my Love Forever Babe.Mam.xxx

Lynn Charmaine Duxfields Mum (Mam) Friday evening
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